This is a long post, so take a cup of your favorite brew and find a comfy seat to read a bit of my beady adventure. I could say it short, like... I made this. But that's not what this blog is for. This blog is about my iterations (experiments and discoveries, be they good or not so good) with beads, and the longer the make of a project, the longer the post, generally 😄. So... got your cup? Let's go.
At half past midnight on the 12th of March... after a shocking amount of
trouble-shooting, beading and unbeading, decisions, additions, abandons,
starting overs, pain everywhere, facepalm, "head in both hands", and a near-beady burn-out, I
finished my BWG challenge submission with intense joy and relief. Here are
"Nanuq, Natsiq, Ukpiq and Ukaliq"
which are the names for "Bear, seal, snowy owl and Arctic hare" in Inuktikut, a language of natives of the great North.
I went through many emotions on this project, from despair to delight, and from panic to relief. In February, I thought that I would never finish it on time - the deadline was 1st of April but for me, abroad, that meant posting the parcel with the beadwork mid-March. I heard a voice (yes, really) in my head, repeating every day "time is running out". The last month, every single moment I could, I worked on it. In the end I was exhausted, with everything hurting, neck, back, hands, fingers, joints, arms, etc, but if I hadn't done it, I would not have finished it on time, and I am so, so happy with what I made! I cannot even express how proud I am.
It was really very difficult - from both a technical and emotional perspective -, but the result is even better than planned, because I added things that were not planned initially.
I am happy that I can finally show it and tell you more about it, because..
to remain silent about something I love so much is really hard, and if you remember well, there were several other things that I also could not talk about.
Fur and Feather - Theme interpretation
My first reaction was "I will not use fur!" Feathers sounded OK, because birds molt... Fortunately, it became very quickly clear that real fur wasn't asked for, but also... that the theme was about both feather and fur. So I could not make something just with or about feathers...
I have a crazy muse who has enough plans to keep me busy until beyond my earthly existence, so there are always several things on my wish-to-make list, and one of these things was a polar bear. I have a thing with polar bears. Very strong emotions. It must be my totem animal. That is one of the reasons why I actually delayed beading it. It didn't feel right so far. But of course the muse already started to poke me...
This box was part of my inspiration. |
The theme of the challenge had me think: apart from being soft and fluffy, hence not easy to use in needlework - and often unethically traded-, what do fur and feathers have in common? what are they for? Well, looking at the polar bear, the answer was simple: to keep their owners warm.
Nanuq is not snow white - he is the colour of the sun. His skin is black and his long, coarse guard hairs, which protect the plush thick undercoat, are hollow and transparent and reflect the light. |
Of course the bunny made me think of an Arctic hare, and because I had a large amount of white beads left over from my Princess Check pouch project (published in the January issue of the BWG journal), I thought of making a Polar Project.
Ukaliq is a master of camouflage - his fur turns brown-grey in the summer |
I already couldn't think of anything else,
so I opted for a snowy owl and planned on using real feathers, which satisfied two of my other
obsessions: 1) to see if my "Open Heart" beaded bead could become an owl's head as it was telling me ever since I designed it, and 2) to use the feathers collected during years from my little zebra
finches.
Female 'Ukpiq' have many black spots, but males become completely white. |
So down the rabbit hole I went, again, for a crazy, puzzling, at moments
terribly frustrating, exhausting-but in-the-end-fabulous
beading adventure.
Planning and studying
Before starting to bead, I hung out with each creature during a while. I watched photos and videos (for example this very poignant one (watch it later) to study their colour, posture and movements, because I wanted my critters to have a natural look.
Believe me that this was the hardest study that I've ever done. My heart broke when reading about the melting of the Arctic, climate change, hungry polar bears, drowning seals. It was awful. I've always feared that the polar bear would be my Nemesis and it started to really bother me, but I remained strong, and the project became more and more meaningful. I imagined creating a protection around these beautiful and extraordinary animals.
Finch feathers - tails and left and right wing feathers. |
The making of this project
Time: It took a little over 4 months to bead.
Materials: the same bead for nearly everything: opaque white!
But I also used white pearl Ceylon, a mix of grey (for the seal), opaque black for details, transparent ab, and a few yellow opaque seed beads. Some in different sizes...I also added Czech spike beads, Czech crystal bicones in matte crystal, a huge amount of Chinese crystal rondelles in navy, teal and sage for the water, transparent Austrian crystal bicones and white pearls in various sizes for ice and lace, topaz Chinese crystal rondelles and various gemstone chips for the tiny tundra, black glass pearls, black matte bugle beads, transparent glass thorn and flower beads, several odd beads to stuff heads and bodies, 1 big half round Toho seed bead... and even plastic transparent Hama beads - to create the floe and tundra foundations, eg. canvasses to embroider.
It was all about snow, ice, water and warm white fur and feather coats so it was rather hard on the eyes.
Thread is a major design element in this project. The difference in colour between the 'white' animals and the snow comes from the thread. This was another obsession that I had since long: to see what the same white opaque seed beads look like with a different colour thread. I aimed for a "warmer" white for the fur and I really love how it resulted in subtle differences. The bear was made with gold KO, the hare with natural (tan) KO, the snowy owl with ivory KO, the ice and snow with transparent nylon. White KastKing braided fishing line was used for the lacework to withstand the sharp holes of the crystal beads.
And of course I used acrylic baubles. Initially I had only 5 and 8cm baubles, then I chose 6, 10 and 14cm
baubles. I sacrificed one bauble of each to make the lace and ribbons around them, because the beads scratched
the acrylic glass while working and so the baubles became less transparent.
Designing decisions.
When portions in the "polar
circle", as I called it, came off while beading, I decided to not repair it, but rather embrace the
"melting" spots of my ice pack and enhanced them with Austrian crystals. Oh and for those who are interested in this: the mini Hama are near as small as, if not smaller than, the Delica beads in size 10. One has to be careful to not disturb the plaque with the beads otherwise they won't remain in place. In other words: don't sneeze!
To embroider the canvas obtained, it took an entire week, doing nothing else... It was hard on the hands because I had to push the needle through very narrow holes.
Hex cut transparent ab seed beads are spread for a realistic aspect of glistening snow. |
I hesitated a lot to add "water" - I added it only when I'd found the right shiny beads for that.
From above, the deep water looks dark blue. Under the ice floe, the matte crystal bicones, spike beads and green-blue crystals represent the teal-green universe of the seal - the colour of the water as seen from below the ice.
Some 'wrong' makes... |
For the Polar bear, I first made the arms, using a zig-zag method like for my old Skadi earrings. It was not easy to find the right count and thread path, but in the end, this allowed a smooth transition from body to arms to paws.
For his shoulders and butt I used a small and a big petal. It was a mystery until the very end to see if that butt was the right size, which it miraculously was.
The paws took more attempts than any other part of the animals. I studied them thoroughly, and to have the number of toes right, I had to start over and over. Of course I had to show this in photo because Nanuq is now attached to the ice floe. Did you know that the bear's 'heels' are nearly invisible, tucked inside his furr? Here too! I also love the look of the 'skin' under his armpits - just like a real bear. Proud designer here 😊
My first bear head looked more like a mouse head, but the 2nd was good.
It took 4 wrongs for a good bunny head and for the owl it took 3 or 4 tries. For
the seal, the first try was nearly the right one but it also took a second attempt. Same for the body.
Natsiq first try - it shows that I watched more baby seals than juveniles :D |
For the seal, I made petals in which I incorporated Helen McIntyre's nifty acute increase (as taught in the Guild's Journal issue 93).
Video of lace in the make:
I made videos of the baubles. I hope that it will give you a better view of the project.
I bought a stand to display the 3 baubles in the UK, and it was sent directly to the Guild. I hope that the photographer will succeed to catch the beauty of it all, because I found it very hard to photograph the baubles.
List of Stitches used:
Bead mosaic / melting Hama "Mini"
Bead Embroidery / lazy stitch and various other stitches for a layering effect
"Perfect edge" stitch as per Jamie E. Cloud
Coralling
Picot stitch
Circular Peyote
3D Peyote (body parts for the animals)
Cellini peyote (owl's head)
Netting (lace work, top of baubles)
Huichol (under the owl's chin)
Stitch in the ditch
Herringbone stitch, flat
" " circular
Square stitch
Ladder stitch
St. Petersburg stitch
Brick stitch
Stringing
1-, 2- & 3-drop Hubble stitch in the round
Spaced-out Hubble stitch
Flipped Hubble stitch (lace work) (letting the units tip over).
Diamond Weave (icy point join
RAW (owl's tail, snowflakes, lace 'ribbons')
PRAW (lace 'ribbons')
Chenille stitch (top of baubles)
Plumasserie (feather work)
and perhaps I should add: a bit of DWYC... Do-what-you-can-stitch. 😁
I tried to include MRAW (little snowflakes), but as explained, these would not have done the project justice, and a bit of Albion (abandoned paws), but I tried.
This project did not win in its category, but still is a winner: thanks to the many stitches used in the way they were used, it won the Founder's Award and it also won the Public Choice Award, which are chosen among all categories. That made my heart sing! Thank you very much to all who voted for it!
I'm sorry if this was a bit long, but it was quite a mammoth job...
So, thank you for reading this "mammoth" post.
And now I am procrastinating a bit.
Cath
it's absolutly amazing I love it so much <3
ReplyDeleteThank you very much!
DeleteBy the end of your article I was in tears. I love those bears too, and I was also very saddened by the news of the Artic melt. Your work is so amazing and what an achievement to design, bead, enter and win! I will never look at beading the same way after seeing your incredible and beautiful work. Thank you so much for sharing.
ReplyDeletethank you, Laura!
DeleteWondering were I could buy these patterns
ReplyDeleteHi Penny. There are no patterns for this. This is made "from scratch".
DeleteSimply amazing, with love and respect for your beaded art and the meaning within 💗
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